This world shit on me and then just left me to crust up and dry.
Well, I might have to change schools to another jock-strapped single minded school that wouldn't know what proggression is if it hit them in their well padded peanut brains. My perfect school now down the drain because my jack ass teacher is being SUCH A TOTAL BITCH!!!! She's turned the world against me and now the school is suing us. They've restrained her from the school. How in Hell's name am I gonna make it in some jack-ass normal high school? This school was perfect for me. It let me speak out about things that I'm passionate about. It made me in the middle of the political underground in Duluth. I could actually have an intelligent conversation with people there that DIDN'T include tractors, cars, or lipgloss. We would talk about the oxymoronic bills that were passed by good ole' Dubya. We would strive together against polution, conformism, racism, lookism, homophobic tendancies. I was looked there as a hero. It was a place where the boys would ask you out because you impressed them with your knowledge and ideas, and not just your boobs or streaked highlights. It just makes me realize that I'm never going to get out of Duluth.
I can't be stranded here in this idiot town where nothing exists but tractors, lutefisk, and crotches. I refuse to just settle down and get married just to live in a kitchen all of my life. I refuse, I can't, I won't. I would rather die than live a so-called "life" in repitition that way. I'm going to study up for next year. I'm going to get good grades. I am going to get into the best college far away from here. Maybe if I do good enough I could join a college in the UK, my dream. I will not allow this to happen to me. I just can't. It's MY life. It's MINE. NO ONE should be allowed to take that away from me. As soon as i get the opportunity, I'm gone.